It's a bittersweet feeling.

Syed and Yi Han are going to be the editors of Hype and Tribune respectively. I'm so ashamed. When Syed first broke the news to me, you know what was my immediate reaction?

"AAAH. MORE BAD NEWS. I'M GOING TO SLEEP."

After which, I promptly blocked him and logged off. But we're okay now. We talked last night on MSN and you know what? He has more faith in me than I do.

"You gotta try in life. You know, I think if you had tried out, you would have gotten hype."

I could have wept. There I was visualizing getting a mini Syed voodoo doll and imagining all sorts of ways to pluck a strand of his hair and all the time he's sitting there thinking I'm a better writer than he is.

So here I am, scared as hell for my internship. We've all heard horror stories of how some mass commers get cashier positions or have to work with the boys brigade. I wouldn't mind if it was for 2 months... but six months would be torture especially if I didn't enjoy my work. Oh God, thinking about it makes me dread it already.

But Syed says that that way, I'd have to be the best cashier the boys brigrade can get. So maybe I should take comfort in silly things like these. Maybe I should stop being so uptight.

Two of my closest friends whom I love so dearly and they beat so many other hopefuls who wanted the roles.
Congrats guys, I'm proud of you. And I sayang you guys like mad.